Manda, Mike, Dan, Uncle Jeff, Dr. Izzie Stevens and Dean and Sam Winchester to the rescue!
I had a dream last night that was very vivid and unsettling.
I was trapped in a basement and I was tied up to a post. It was wet and dark and I just sat there trying to free myself. I was bound by ropes so I was shifting my wrists about trying to get my hands free. After a while my wrists started bleeding and I heard a noise upstairs. A moment later my rescue party came to set me free. And this is were it picks up for a few minutes cause DEAN (OMG SQUEE) was heading up the rescue party! Sammy was there too, as was Mike, Manda, Dan, my Uncle Jeff and Izzie Stevens, who tended to my wrists while the others assessed the situation.
After a long talk my Uncle got restless and him and Dean got into a shouting match. My Uncle, who is a freaking giant, told Dean that he was in charge now and him and his fruity brother could stay and help if they wanted to but it didn't matter to him. So Dean, ever the big brother, punched my Uncle for calling Sam fruity. Then Manda got upset and tried to calm Dean down. He got mad at her and stormed off. I was still being looked after by Izzie and Sam was holding my free hand while she fixed me. Mike went after Dean and Dan helped my uncle up. Moments later we heard shouts from the direction Mike and Dean had gone so we all went to see what was wrong. Well now it gets kinda fuzzy but from what I remember Mike and Dean had run into whatever it was that had put me in the basement in the first place and it was pissed. I think it may have been that thing from 'Faith', you know that creepy monster that has the kids in the basement and Dean shoots it with a taser and he gets shocked himself anyway, I think I was a sacrifice or something.
So a fight ensues and we all get the shit kicked out of us and we retreat. I look back and the thing and it's got Dan so I run back and try to help and it almost breaks Dan's back but suddenly BAM! The creature is on the floor. Sammy shot it dead but he says there is more and they won't like what we've done so we run away. Le sigh then pretty much everybody but me and Manda died. It was so vivid and graphic, I woke up with tears in my eyes. I won't go into detail, partially cause I don't remember some of it but also because it was really fucked up.
Oh and! Fuck, I must have been wringing my sweater around my wrists in my sleep or something cause this morning my wrists were red, raw and had a few bits of skin tore away. Awesome. They feel like they were actually bound for hours, all tender and such. Anyway...it was messed up and I had a hard time getting it all out of my head. Then I just had to rehash every detail I could remember on LJ, cause that's what sane people do.
No more scary dreams, mmmkay?
...
After going over the dream in my head again I realized that all the people in the dream that are not fictional characters are people I view as protectors in a way. Manda is like my big sister and she looks out for me. Mikey is my brother from another mother and he kicks ass. Dan is a bit protective of me, as with all his female friends. Then of course my Uncle Jeff. My Uncle Jeff is one scary mofo, he's like 8 feet tall and 5 feet wide. What I am wondering, though, is where the hell were my dad and brother?! FTW? The two biggest protectors in my life weren't in the dream. Interesting.
My head is heavy and my heart is a bit broken today but I think things will get better soon.
Have you ever been really lonely yet you have no desire to see anybody? It's a messed up feeling and it's been following me around for the past few days.
Okay okay, I'm done being emo.
Love you all.
I was trapped in a basement and I was tied up to a post. It was wet and dark and I just sat there trying to free myself. I was bound by ropes so I was shifting my wrists about trying to get my hands free. After a while my wrists started bleeding and I heard a noise upstairs. A moment later my rescue party came to set me free. And this is were it picks up for a few minutes cause DEAN (OMG SQUEE) was heading up the rescue party! Sammy was there too, as was Mike, Manda, Dan, my Uncle Jeff and Izzie Stevens, who tended to my wrists while the others assessed the situation.
After a long talk my Uncle got restless and him and Dean got into a shouting match. My Uncle, who is a freaking giant, told Dean that he was in charge now and him and his fruity brother could stay and help if they wanted to but it didn't matter to him. So Dean, ever the big brother, punched my Uncle for calling Sam fruity. Then Manda got upset and tried to calm Dean down. He got mad at her and stormed off. I was still being looked after by Izzie and Sam was holding my free hand while she fixed me. Mike went after Dean and Dan helped my uncle up. Moments later we heard shouts from the direction Mike and Dean had gone so we all went to see what was wrong. Well now it gets kinda fuzzy but from what I remember Mike and Dean had run into whatever it was that had put me in the basement in the first place and it was pissed. I think it may have been that thing from 'Faith', you know that creepy monster that has the kids in the basement and Dean shoots it with a taser and he gets shocked himself anyway, I think I was a sacrifice or something.
So a fight ensues and we all get the shit kicked out of us and we retreat. I look back and the thing and it's got Dan so I run back and try to help and it almost breaks Dan's back but suddenly BAM! The creature is on the floor. Sammy shot it dead but he says there is more and they won't like what we've done so we run away. Le sigh then pretty much everybody but me and Manda died. It was so vivid and graphic, I woke up with tears in my eyes. I won't go into detail, partially cause I don't remember some of it but also because it was really fucked up.
Oh and! Fuck, I must have been wringing my sweater around my wrists in my sleep or something cause this morning my wrists were red, raw and had a few bits of skin tore away. Awesome. They feel like they were actually bound for hours, all tender and such. Anyway...it was messed up and I had a hard time getting it all out of my head. Then I just had to rehash every detail I could remember on LJ, cause that's what sane people do.
No more scary dreams, mmmkay?
...
After going over the dream in my head again I realized that all the people in the dream that are not fictional characters are people I view as protectors in a way. Manda is like my big sister and she looks out for me. Mikey is my brother from another mother and he kicks ass. Dan is a bit protective of me, as with all his female friends. Then of course my Uncle Jeff. My Uncle Jeff is one scary mofo, he's like 8 feet tall and 5 feet wide. What I am wondering, though, is where the hell were my dad and brother?! FTW? The two biggest protectors in my life weren't in the dream. Interesting.
My head is heavy and my heart is a bit broken today but I think things will get better soon.
Have you ever been really lonely yet you have no desire to see anybody? It's a messed up feeling and it's been following me around for the past few days.
Okay okay, I'm done being emo.
Love you all.