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One of those mornings... Woke up at about 7:45am, before the alarm clock had even gone off, after not getting to sleep till after 2am. House was freezing cold, discovered the boiler had failed to light (long term intermittent fault). Had a shower and breakfast, then realised I hadn't taken my meds last night, which was probably why I couldn't get to sleep and why I was cranky. Then the bus didn't turn up for 15 minutes so I turned up to the CMD course late. *strop* At this point I just wanted to go home and listen to Converge at loud volume. I relaxed after a while though and had an enjoyable day. Today was the last session and I'm going to miss the banter and friendly atmosphere. Back in September when I first talked to someone about doing the course I was too scared to commit to it and thought I'd be too anxious to take anything positive from it. Aside from a couple of difficult moments I've done really well and would be less worried about doing something similar in the future, so I can note this down as a definite positive step. We have all exchanged details so hopefully we'll arrange to meet up at some point.