Jan 07, 2011 20:49
I need to write it down again, need to explain it to myself again and maybe find some sanity in myself first and then relate to any other opinion out there.
On New Year's we were happily preparing our Korean dinner and I remembered we could watch JYJ live on KBS Drama Awards. We were so happy after we just happened to go online when they were starting to sing...
After all, I wished for a better year this year and I really believed it could be.
Now, now I am disappointed by so many ppl and I hate to see this world sink even further into stupidity!
I have always been fair to everyone, it is just the way I am and I won't be judging so quickly!
I still believe everyone is entitled to his/her own opinion...we are very different by nature so why not except it? But from that to not keeping it to acceptable polite limits?! How can some ppl talk without thinking? How can you imagine you know anything? How?
When you say you will choose between them...let me make a comparison; when two brothers fight, who's hurt? the parents no? they still are their sons, they can't choose sides it's against their heart to do so! Then, how can one who declared unconditional love to all 5 just bash one side now because idk what reason? how? did they commit murder or something? who are we to interfere?
Seriously, the music industry is one big mess all over the globe, trust me on this I know what I'm saying, I've been there! The problem here is SM and the law suit. Once that ordeal is settled, can't we all go back to loving their music, to loving the persons? no matter the path they choose, just leave them be and dream their dreams.
Happy! That's all I need them to be...no matter how, together or not, if they are happy that's all that matters.
I owe them so much, so many good things came to my life because of the 5 amazing people I once saw in an MV with weird hairstyles and rising suns. The memories crated with them and because of them will forever live in my heart, I will forever be grateful to them, I will admire them and love them as much because they have shown me courage, talent, friendship, dreams, perseverance and above all, passion and love.
Keep the 5 in your heart and build them that promised world so they could come back and be safe there!
Think twice before reacting to any news, think it through with your heart too!
I really believe in Cassiopeia, I want us to achieve something grater and become ONE in mad times! If we will find the wisdom and let go of paradigms and childish behaviors we will help them as I think we all wish!
Please remember who you are! It's the only way to remind them too!