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I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all
and I can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone
unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past
I can get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again
my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart
stifling my tears, I laugh day after day
my heart has shown me that believing is nothing
those hypocrites killed me
my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away
stifling my tears, I scream day after day
my heart has left me with a belief in strength
my own heart killed me
He's with Izzo, now. "Finally found someone who makes him happy". How many times ahs that happened? Fuck him. I can't believe that I believed him, let him kiss me, touch me. I listened about hide-sama, everything else, defended him -- and this is the fucking thanks I get. Well, to fucking Hell with him. Asshole. I hope he decides to never come back to Japan, and we'll never see him again.
Kyo's friend will be here soon. She's nice. I'm glad she's back.