The stars have lost their shimmer...
So it's been a while since ive updated...
I guess i dont see too much of a point anymore, considering that i feel like livejournal is now officially my "jornal dum carater fingido."
because it is. and it shouldnt be. but it has to be.
in light of that realization, heres the entry:
everything has been amazing. things have really been turning around. like seriously, im doing good. i know ppl have been worrying about me, but im fine. im really ok. maybe not amazing... but who ever is?
tomorrow is a student foundation field trip. im actually kinda excited... and no not to just be getting out of history. but also a conference about comm service sounds kinda cool, though ive been warned its not.
CD came to school with me today. that was exciting. i luv him. and i missed him. having him and nate at school made me feel like it was last year again... i miss last year.
i want it to be june. i neeeedd it to be june. i need the summer to come. i love summer.
i talked to pedro today. well, i got an email from him. i miss him sooo much. its been almost 4 years. i cant believe it. almost 4 years ago... 46 months ago on wednesday. god i miss it. and him. and us. and the way we were.
i wonder how it would have been if i hadnt chosen the path i did. i know that there is a chance that nothing at all would have happened. i dont regret the choice that i did make at all. i had a blast. and it was an amazingly memorable first time. but still, i cant help but wonder what feelings were reciprocated and what would have come of that.
ugh okay. memories are now too consuming. there are times to ignore them... and one of those times is now.
I guess i dont see too much of a point anymore, considering that i feel like livejournal is now officially my "jornal dum carater fingido."
because it is. and it shouldnt be. but it has to be.
in light of that realization, heres the entry:
everything has been amazing. things have really been turning around. like seriously, im doing good. i know ppl have been worrying about me, but im fine. im really ok. maybe not amazing... but who ever is?
tomorrow is a student foundation field trip. im actually kinda excited... and no not to just be getting out of history. but also a conference about comm service sounds kinda cool, though ive been warned its not.
CD came to school with me today. that was exciting. i luv him. and i missed him. having him and nate at school made me feel like it was last year again... i miss last year.
i want it to be june. i neeeedd it to be june. i need the summer to come. i love summer.
i talked to pedro today. well, i got an email from him. i miss him sooo much. its been almost 4 years. i cant believe it. almost 4 years ago... 46 months ago on wednesday. god i miss it. and him. and us. and the way we were.
i wonder how it would have been if i hadnt chosen the path i did. i know that there is a chance that nothing at all would have happened. i dont regret the choice that i did make at all. i had a blast. and it was an amazingly memorable first time. but still, i cant help but wonder what feelings were reciprocated and what would have come of that.
ugh okay. memories are now too consuming. there are times to ignore them... and one of those times is now.