Time? Rant much?
Ever get the feeling that you are missing something? Last time I looked at the clock it said 1:32. Now there is sun. I haven't read anything all night. It is impossible to fall asleep in this chair in this position without at least feeling a little sore. I am not. Which I find suprising because I am usually sore after sitting in this chair for 12+ hours. I think anyone would be. I am not. Maybe 'cuz this chair is a newer chair and it and I get along more physically than my other chair. I miss my chair though. I could fall asleep in that one.
I can see it now. I will live in a little house with my many cats. I will have a computer or 3. I will still read fanfics (because nothing else has been able to hold my attention for hours at a time, not even TV 'cuz of the commercials) maybe I'll write a book. One of those smutty romances that housewives and preteenage girls read.
I was thinking about buying all the Harry Potter books with new shiny hard covers. Then I remembered that I still have no job and no money and no sugardaddy to buy me all the stuff I want. I want a sugardaddy or some really rich relative that likes me a lot.
I hate fanfiction.net. I like how they are listing a lot more names. I dislike they haven't listed Peter Pettigrew. I don't like him but that doesn't mean he should be completely ignored by ff.net. For fun I look for fics that I know are gonna be booted off. I never see these fics again so I am either right or people can't update. ff.net is taking down songfics now. All I can say is "good." I sound mean now. I hate songfics. 1 in 500 will be actually worth reading, I'll skip that 1 with my luck.
Maybe I'll write something. I'd have to be up for more than 24 hours for anything good to develope from my braindead head.
I looked up lyrics for some jpop and jrock and they still make no sense. One was about killing but they said "strawberry" in english for no apparent reason. Gackt's Black Stone translated lyrics still have me confused. In Vanilla, what does "cring knees" mean? Cring, from mina-p's site, means dusty. Where did she get that from? Dictionary.com doesn't recognize the word either. Am I thinking too much about it? It's not like I pay attention towhat they say anyway. I just like how the music sounds.
American mainstream music sucks. It sucks bad. I doesn't even suck right. It bites. Hard. Making me cry because it hurts. A lot.
I love original stuff. Outkast, Eminem, Missy Elliot. Yep that's all. There are no more. Even these people have some of that mainstream shit that they spew upon their fans. That's why I listen to foreign music. Most of the stuff I listen to is by people with a least the tiniest bit of talent. Brittney Spears has backup singers singing with er at every moment her mouth is open spewing her nonsense to the mainstream sheep.
MTV is evil. Shows like 'Meet the Barkers' and 'Newlyweds' Jessica Simpson, my arch enemy is ruining my very own sister! She now says "Oh my gah!" JS says it 'cuz of the whole thing with the Lords name in vain. But Imouto-chan isn't even religious! I can't believe I knew a fact about the evil JS.
One good thing about not sleeping is I'm not having any more of those not-nightmare nightmares. Ones that wake me up quickly with a rapid heartbeat but not I don't find scary. Not even disturbing. I should but I don't. I keep dreaming that I am killed, eaten, lost, drowned, stabbed, or sick but it doesn't bother me, which bothers me 'cuz I should be bothered by something like that, right? It's not like I'm suicidal or anything. I just have no prospects for a future, family, or life. Just me and my many cats. Maybe I'll breed cats. Nah.
Birds. That's it! I'll breed birds. Colorful ones.
After I sleep I'm gonna read this. It will be proof that there is another me. Now I'm scaring myself.
I can't even enjoy Saturday morning cartoons anymore. They are filled with such inane ideas. Anime has ruined me. I have nothing to do but *shudders* clean until someone awakens and entertains me. I could cook breakfast but no one will be up for many hours. I could walk my dog, but there are too many dogs running loose around here and no one will be awake to hear me scream, 'cuz I will, if a dog comes near me when I'm with my dog. I hate irresponsible caretakers of animals. I can understand if they get loose sometimes. Goldie, didn't name her, has a habit of trying to sneak out through windows, which I think is really odd. Maybe just around the yard with her then? She looked at me. I think she can hear what I'm typing. No, that would be weird. She can't do that. *glances over* Right?
I can see it now. I will live in a little house with my many cats. I will have a computer or 3. I will still read fanfics (because nothing else has been able to hold my attention for hours at a time, not even TV 'cuz of the commercials) maybe I'll write a book. One of those smutty romances that housewives and preteenage girls read.
I was thinking about buying all the Harry Potter books with new shiny hard covers. Then I remembered that I still have no job and no money and no sugardaddy to buy me all the stuff I want. I want a sugardaddy or some really rich relative that likes me a lot.
I hate fanfiction.net. I like how they are listing a lot more names. I dislike they haven't listed Peter Pettigrew. I don't like him but that doesn't mean he should be completely ignored by ff.net. For fun I look for fics that I know are gonna be booted off. I never see these fics again so I am either right or people can't update. ff.net is taking down songfics now. All I can say is "good." I sound mean now. I hate songfics. 1 in 500 will be actually worth reading, I'll skip that 1 with my luck.
Maybe I'll write something. I'd have to be up for more than 24 hours for anything good to develope from my braindead head.
I looked up lyrics for some jpop and jrock and they still make no sense. One was about killing but they said "strawberry" in english for no apparent reason. Gackt's Black Stone translated lyrics still have me confused. In Vanilla, what does "cring knees" mean? Cring, from mina-p's site, means dusty. Where did she get that from? Dictionary.com doesn't recognize the word either. Am I thinking too much about it? It's not like I pay attention towhat they say anyway. I just like how the music sounds.
American mainstream music sucks. It sucks bad. I doesn't even suck right. It bites. Hard. Making me cry because it hurts. A lot.
I love original stuff. Outkast, Eminem, Missy Elliot. Yep that's all. There are no more. Even these people have some of that mainstream shit that they spew upon their fans. That's why I listen to foreign music. Most of the stuff I listen to is by people with a least the tiniest bit of talent. Brittney Spears has backup singers singing with er at every moment her mouth is open spewing her nonsense to the mainstream sheep.
MTV is evil. Shows like 'Meet the Barkers' and 'Newlyweds' Jessica Simpson, my arch enemy is ruining my very own sister! She now says "Oh my gah!" JS says it 'cuz of the whole thing with the Lords name in vain. But Imouto-chan isn't even religious! I can't believe I knew a fact about the evil JS.
One good thing about not sleeping is I'm not having any more of those not-nightmare nightmares. Ones that wake me up quickly with a rapid heartbeat but not I don't find scary. Not even disturbing. I should but I don't. I keep dreaming that I am killed, eaten, lost, drowned, stabbed, or sick but it doesn't bother me, which bothers me 'cuz I should be bothered by something like that, right? It's not like I'm suicidal or anything. I just have no prospects for a future, family, or life. Just me and my many cats. Maybe I'll breed cats. Nah.
Birds. That's it! I'll breed birds. Colorful ones.
After I sleep I'm gonna read this. It will be proof that there is another me. Now I'm scaring myself.
I can't even enjoy Saturday morning cartoons anymore. They are filled with such inane ideas. Anime has ruined me. I have nothing to do but *shudders* clean until someone awakens and entertains me. I could cook breakfast but no one will be up for many hours. I could walk my dog, but there are too many dogs running loose around here and no one will be awake to hear me scream, 'cuz I will, if a dog comes near me when I'm with my dog. I hate irresponsible caretakers of animals. I can understand if they get loose sometimes. Goldie, didn't name her, has a habit of trying to sneak out through windows, which I think is really odd. Maybe just around the yard with her then? She looked at me. I think she can hear what I'm typing. No, that would be weird. She can't do that. *glances over* Right?