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this one is more than 16 words. this one is going to last more than 16 minutes. Because this has now lasted over a year, and now it's back again and you'd think it was the plague, the way people are running and trying to pull me with them. All the "Do not enter" and "wrong way" signs. People dragging me by the wrist and pleading me not to go. But they don't know what i know. They didn't see that look in your eyes on march 28th. They don't feel what i feel inside when you fold me up in your arms so tight i can't breathe, but i don't want to. They don't know because they can't. Because i can't explain it to them because words don't compare. They see the sad you put me through, and that's a hell of a lot, but they don't see why i went through all of it. why it was all worth it. they hear my horror stories. they see the saltwater tears down my face on june 10th at 3am. I feel them on lips, they sting. But then i feel your lips against mine again and it doesn't matter anymore. And they grab, grab, pull pull, anything to get me away from you. They don't know that i miss you so much and just the chance to be your friend again makes me happy. I don't even know why i love you so much. All i know is that i do. All i know is that 2nd or 9th chances are still okay by me, even if that scares me to death. i know that the world is going to jump on my back about it, but they never supported us before and we fought against it then. this time, just promise to stay on my side.