life and boys

[andmyheartaches]

its werid how what he think is going to happen never does.

i was supposed to marry paul.
and be the one living in hawaii.
not her.

i was supposed to be done with school.
and be making millions.
not working at home depot.

I was supposed to stay motivated.
and do great things.
not looking for the ambition i once had.

I was supposed to me a good mormon girl.
and marry someone for forever in the temple.
not doing the stuff im doing now.

I was supposed to hate relationships like the ones i have.
and keep the best ones closer.
not push them away.

I was supposed to let down my wall.
and let people know me.
not fight to make them hate me.