7.11.08
5 days untill joes birthday. but what does that really mean.
Well my AC is still not fixed. I had to have my mom drive me to work today and she will pick me up. Joe is in LA. i dont know when he will come back, as if it even matters. i need to find a local freind. its so lonley with out him here. i have no one to talk to or hang out with. It makes my day that much harder. No music, no tv, no books, just a hot room with a to much of sandness.
The baby isnt crying as much today. it makes work so much easier. Its so stressfull when i cant get her to stop crying. Joey has been horrid today. He is like this tho when he leaves his grandmas. Sometimes he looks at me and says "i miss my nonie"
i have homework today tonight and work all day tomarrow. My teacher wants us to watch Full Monty. its liek this stripper man movie. Not sure why. I cant watch it in front of my mom..nudity and cussing..lots of it. i feel like telling her because of religion i cant, mainly just cause i dont want to.
i have more school on monday for clinque. i want a new job. I want something that isnt so slow, that doesnt make me stop and think.
anyways..todays todo list-
♥ 9-5 work.
♥ exercise for 30 mins. (even tho my buns burn)
♥ homework.homework.homework.
♥ a nice relaxing, no thinking, no crying, bath.
♥ in bed at a timly mannor.
and there she blows. the baby crys!
Well my AC is still not fixed. I had to have my mom drive me to work today and she will pick me up. Joe is in LA. i dont know when he will come back, as if it even matters. i need to find a local freind. its so lonley with out him here. i have no one to talk to or hang out with. It makes my day that much harder. No music, no tv, no books, just a hot room with a to much of sandness.
The baby isnt crying as much today. it makes work so much easier. Its so stressfull when i cant get her to stop crying. Joey has been horrid today. He is like this tho when he leaves his grandmas. Sometimes he looks at me and says "i miss my nonie"
i have homework today tonight and work all day tomarrow. My teacher wants us to watch Full Monty. its liek this stripper man movie. Not sure why. I cant watch it in front of my mom..nudity and cussing..lots of it. i feel like telling her because of religion i cant, mainly just cause i dont want to.
i have more school on monday for clinque. i want a new job. I want something that isnt so slow, that doesnt make me stop and think.
anyways..todays todo list-
♥ 9-5 work.
♥ exercise for 30 mins. (even tho my buns burn)
♥ homework.homework.homework.
♥ a nice relaxing, no thinking, no crying, bath.
♥ in bed at a timly mannor.
and there she blows. the baby crys!