porn and cigs.

[andmeandyou]

so today was my birfday.
and we definitely did not party
like it was my birfday.
i don't feel different at all.
i had this idea of what it would be like
the day spent with all my best friends& fam
and it wasn't like that at all.
it was just a let down.
and i'm just a mess.
so i'm thinking about planning something
a little get together and such.
possibly?

now its statuatory
oh shat.