Where to?
Ever felt like dropping everything you're responsible for/to
and running somewhere else...
to a deserted part of the world
to hide?
Just to be by yourself,
with nothing to bother about.
It's been a long while since I last thought or desired this for myself,
but tonight I do.
I'm feeling miserable now - there you go.
Niggling anger at God, exhaustion from my LDR, my brother's rejection of Christ, my siblings' foul language, my disgusting skin...
I am just at a low right now. Every little thing upsets me.
Hormones, possibly. But whatever it is, I just feel like I can't handle any of it.
Well, I probably can, but I don't want to right now.
All my efforts haven't shown any results and I simply feel defeated.
I'm tired
and I just wanna run away.
To someplace where even you can't find me.
and running somewhere else...
to a deserted part of the world
to hide?
Just to be by yourself,
with nothing to bother about.
It's been a long while since I last thought or desired this for myself,
but tonight I do.
I'm feeling miserable now - there you go.
Niggling anger at God, exhaustion from my LDR, my brother's rejection of Christ, my siblings' foul language, my disgusting skin...
I am just at a low right now. Every little thing upsets me.
Hormones, possibly. But whatever it is, I just feel like I can't handle any of it.
Well, I probably can, but I don't want to right now.
All my efforts haven't shown any results and I simply feel defeated.
I'm tired
and I just wanna run away.
To someplace where even you can't find me.