WTF?!
ok, so everyone knows that my dad said it would be best if i moved back in with my mom...so thursday i told him i was leaving and not coming back. well last night he had the nerve to call my mom and tell her that if i wasnt home by 9:30 he was going to come over w. the cops and bring me home. WTF is that????? seriously, first he tells me i have to move out, and now he doesnt want me to. i don't fucking get it. i'm trying to get my life back on track, my grades are slipping and my track performance is getting thrashed. i fucking hate everything. i still don't have a prom date, i'm so stressed i don't even know if i'm going to go even though i already got my dress. God this sucks. It went from, "i don't want anyone to be happy and all i think about is myself" (which is what my dad said) to me trying to move out so he can be happy and now i'm not happy about anything. i really wanted to get drunk this weekend or something, but i didnt, instead of going mud runnin with my mom and all of her and Larry's friends, i stayed at his friends house and baby sat the WHOLE WEEKEND! (i made some $$ so its ok i guess) so i made the choice to not go out and let everyone else have fun. isnt that what its supposed to be about? making other people happy right???? idk
but anyways, i'm sick of this bullshit. I just wish he would let me fucking go. All i want is for him to be happy and everyone else that matters to him be happy. So if i can't do that, i guess i can't do anything right. so whatever.
Why doesn't anyone ever leave comments?? i don't get it...oh well
~Andi
but anyways, i'm sick of this bullshit. I just wish he would let me fucking go. All i want is for him to be happy and everyone else that matters to him be happy. So if i can't do that, i guess i can't do anything right. so whatever.
Why doesn't anyone ever leave comments?? i don't get it...oh well
~Andi