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Time flies when you're having fun. But when you're a frog, times fun when you're having flies. I find this statement to be over simplifing when people interact with each other as a whole. I could say, "weird, I don't even feel drunk." Do you think someone would tell me I should drink more? I would tell them that I don't drink. I do not drink, it's a fact. Anyone can drink, there is one person that would make me bothered if they drank. Everyone else can do what they want. Everybody can do what they want. I've always had so much in my head to get out, or maybe even so much that needs to stay in. I always argue silently with myself. I am tired kind of, but I don't feel like going to bed. I planned on leaving the apartment with out saying goodbye from the start. I hope it didn't make anyone feel bad. Maybe it made some one or people think. Either way. I would rather not go to college than drink and go to college. People can think low of me for not attending. As long as I earn money to support myself * , I feel I am doing ok. If the money stops coming. Hmm, maybe it will come eventually. Well thats alright with me. I will never drink. I know I can do it, unless someone physically forces me. I hate it when people try to get me to drink. time to work in 5 hours and 47 minutes. I don't mind being around drinking people, I like to watch and maybe help if things get too bad. stopping now.