Apr 19, 2013 00:57
Ok, I've decided to let go of this bullshit... I really really thought I had a chance... But now... with these events happening (talking about his feelings about others) and implying that I'm not smart enough?! seriously? ok, that's that... He's kinda mean.
I guess we're both pretty fucked up in our own ways, but I want something else, I want to feel secure but all I feel is insecure and vulnerable and... just wrong. He intimidates me... and I hate feeling like that, I hate it, but somehow I still feel curious... but
I'm done.
I guess.