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Ok so i dont know why i write on here... its possibly because i feel secure sharing my thoughts and feelings withthe people who readthis.. the second is maybe i just can be myself on here.. and no one can be rude about it... But alot of stuff has been going on recently and i dont know where to start.... i feel im back at the begginning..... im starting to not care about much anymore... stress is now my best friend.......and i really have no one to talk to about other stuff going on...cause i know others have there own shit and dont need me to make it worse..... I just need to say that there are no places i feel safe aroud anymore.... people are like oh you trust your self its good quality,.,, i may come across that way... but i dont trust my friggen shadow much less my brain.. i dont know who to listen to anymore... everything just seems to be going wrong... whats right turns wrong and everything that could be right is changing....
Good news..... wait what is good news again...... to me its history right now.... im studying it in school its on my midterm...
BAD NEWS- everythigs wrong i cant think of one thing besides never mind not even that is good news....
~ More blood was taken from me.... for one last test called a _Factor 8_ i dont knoe the name of the disease they are looking for but my anxiety level is at an all time high.... I dont get the results for another week....
And since no one reads this i dont know why im writing it.... What ever i have to go studdy for those stupid mid terms... who ever invented them should be drug out into the street and shot MULTIPLE TIMES...
Good news..... wait what is good news again...... to me its history right now.... im studying it in school its on my midterm...
BAD NEWS- everythigs wrong i cant think of one thing besides never mind not even that is good news....
~ More blood was taken from me.... for one last test called a _Factor 8_ i dont knoe the name of the disease they are looking for but my anxiety level is at an all time high.... I dont get the results for another week....
And since no one reads this i dont know why im writing it.... What ever i have to go studdy for those stupid mid terms... who ever invented them should be drug out into the street and shot MULTIPLE TIMES...