Apr 07, 2004 18:34
i try to say something... i try to say anything and it comes out wrong. ergh. do you ever wish that sometimes you could switch brains with someone... even for a second just so they would know how you're feeling?
or maybe i just need to work on my vocabulary.... because as it stands i don't know nearly enough words to come close to meaning what i want to say.... how can you make an impact but not be harsh? yell at someone but not raise your voice? cry, not because you're weak, but because you're frustrated and tired and angry and disapointed and resentful and scared and losing hope and stubborn and resistant to change and emotional and crushed and attached and concerned and full of passion and overcome with hopelessness and deperate for a solution or a time when everythig will just be ok where everything is just at rest
i want a word for that