dream log.
so i'm in nyc with jarrod and we end up getting really drunk.. we start making out on the bed at the westin hotel and we ended up messing around. as soon as we finished, we went outside and he was going back to the west coast. i thought that it meant something to hook up and so i said something to him about it. he said that it didn't mean anything and he doesn't want to start anything or to be with me. i cried really hard and he was more or less sitting there and not really saying anything to me. he didn't care. it started to rain and he left me. i tried calling friends in ny and none were answering. i walked through a market with a big meat/butcher part looking for a bathroom.. couldn't find it through these long halls. then my cousin called me and left a voicemail but she was saying that she was visiting in california.