i am such a freak! holy mother

[andisawsparks]

i don't understand this.. why am i not able to just leave shit alone? i mean, now due to my decisions, i might just be staying in on new years, and not inviting any friends over.

i'm supposed to be going to the san diego car show, but now i don't know if i still want to go.
and i was suppose to do other things.. SHIT! and i am getting sick

this all sucks..