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Happy Valentine's day to everyone.... hope it was a good one for everyone. i spent mine working all day, then nason and i had a romantic dinner at denny's at 1 in the morning. how lovely. oh well, it's a hallmark holiday anyways. ( at least that's what nason tells me every year). so, i went downtown to deliver my app the other day, and it turns out the march 22nd test is actually full, which really sucks. i was pretty mad for about five minutes. then, i found out that the next test is in july, and there is a spa opening up in july that needs an esthetician to head up everything. it's pefect. i go to fill out an app and talk to the owner on monday. i hope it will come together. i haven't seen the place yet, but it sounds so rad. it's an old victorian house in broadripple that a lady and her husband turned into a salon and spa. i can't wait to see it. it's called STATIC... hot.
also, just to vent, anyone who knows me knows that i have weight issues.not that i am obese or even really very overweight, but i am a little bit obsessed with the way i look, and that's a problem for me sometimes. i think i'm destined to be chubby all my life, because i have tried everything it seems, and i can't lose weight. I NEED HELP. for real. i don't want to sound like a stupid girl, and i'm by no means fishing for compliments. i think i genuinely need someone to hold me accountable to myself. the bottom line is that i hate the body i'm in, and i want to change it..i'm using this journal as an accountability log from here on out.
ok, enough.
rachel
also, just to vent, anyone who knows me knows that i have weight issues.not that i am obese or even really very overweight, but i am a little bit obsessed with the way i look, and that's a problem for me sometimes. i think i'm destined to be chubby all my life, because i have tried everything it seems, and i can't lose weight. I NEED HELP. for real. i don't want to sound like a stupid girl, and i'm by no means fishing for compliments. i think i genuinely need someone to hold me accountable to myself. the bottom line is that i hate the body i'm in, and i want to change it..i'm using this journal as an accountability log from here on out.
ok, enough.
rachel