Apr 16, 2004 20:23
Today has been a realization for me, i saw katlyn today and she was sitting in the hallway with laura and jennifer she seemed to be doing pretty well, but i feel bad that all of that came out the way it did, i'm now kind of starting to miss her she was pretty kewl, i feel bad b/c all of it happened the way it did, it seems to me everone getting better i talk to her a little bit today, i don't want to aviod her my entire life thats only crap for me and her both~today was the day i took that one step to realize shes a person to she has feelings and i was a pain to do that to her. i know some of involved may not agree with me but this is how i feel
also today i realized i was falling for a old friend again we have gone out twice before and i swore i would never again but i have and he may give up on me before i decide if i really like him enough to go back out with cuz i don't want to hurt again like i did that sucked real bad
i am going to world changers yeah my youth leader decided not to be a buthole and let me go anyway i'm gonna run love ya ya'll
andrea
~*~BARBIE~*~