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so, i have decided that stress is no longer something i can take. so whatever. bcc i can get my grades fixed anyway. it's nice, i am going to be fine. In two years time, I will be going to UW, WSU or WWU, living in a small apartment with a fireplace, working as a waitress and getting a degree in prelaw. I will have a small dog named Camilla and I will sleep a fair amount. I will have found Max, the love of my life, and we will vacation in spain every summer because well, he's so rich. And if some of those things aren't perfect, that's fine.
I have realized that some friendships mean nothing. Like my friendship with Jayme, coincidentally. The person I had once viewed as a possible older sister has decided we aren't friends anymore because I'm friends with someone she strangely ditched for no reason. So it's meaningless and so is she and that's fine. I just really, really have to stop setting my sights so high on people.
I love driving, my car is such a pleasure to drive and I listen to music however I want to and I don't hit things and it's so nice.
Life is so, so, so nice.
I have realized that some friendships mean nothing. Like my friendship with Jayme, coincidentally. The person I had once viewed as a possible older sister has decided we aren't friends anymore because I'm friends with someone she strangely ditched for no reason. So it's meaningless and so is she and that's fine. I just really, really have to stop setting my sights so high on people.
I love driving, my car is such a pleasure to drive and I listen to music however I want to and I don't hit things and it's so nice.
Life is so, so, so nice.