what kind of fuckery is this.

Nov 18, 2008 23:21

so i cut all my hair off.
and i've never felt more beautiful.
my mother seems to think otherwise.
i'm waiting for her to get over herself so she can be happy for me.
because for the first time in 18 years, i feel beautiful.
i worked out, i got most of my work done.
i feel lovely.
a stark contrast to how i felt last week. i just wanted to quit school and live somewhere doing god knows what.

yeah i've been doing a lot of thinking, and it's been pretty positive for the most part. i'm glad that things have taken a turn for the better.
i mean today i had to go home from work because i got sick all of a sudden. i'm sure it's my blood pressure. but you know what? i don't feel worried about it. because i was expecting this from the beginning. i just didn't know it would come so soon.

in other news, i found out that I'M GOING TO BE ON FANDEMONIUM. it's a new show on SiTV where contestants compete to win hang out time with bands and artists and stuff. and this week's artist is fucking COBRA STARSHIP. imagine my luck dude. can't believe this is happening. <3 I'M GONNA FUCKING WIN. don't even try to stop me. =D WISH ME LUCK INTERNETS.

*joy, *fandom, *cobra starship, *fuck yeah seaking, *happy

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