Jun 17, 2005 22:35
The one think I hate more than anything is when people say you've got it all. Because you know what I dont. I dont have freedom on anything. I'm not allowed to hangout like normal people are. The answer to everything is always no. So you know what guys I dont have everything! Nobody does so stop saying that. I hear it more than anything and it gets old really soon. I mean yeah I live in Preston I have a nice house nice clothes and everything like that I admit that I do so dont post messages say you do too have everything because I know I have all of that but guys seriously I dont have everything! I havent been shopping in forever but nooooo it seems like i go shopping everyday i mean i have everything that I want. But I dont and I'd really appreciate it if people would stop saying that. I mean I'm lucky blessed I know that I know I'm better of than some people but guys come on. All that does is make someone feel really bad. I dont care if you say your jealous because it still hurts, a lot. You might say it jokingly but I still here it and it still hurts as much as it does when people arent joking.
On a different note guys if I say your my friend you are my friend. I might be in a bad mood so I dont say anything when you vent to me I'm sorry. I'm not perfect everybody makes mistakes. I hate calling names but Meredith Greene I am your friend. I see you as one of my friends so please stop doubting me ok. It not only makes me feel sad it makes me feel like I'm not one of your friends. Ugh I'm just going to stop...