you say you know me...but do you really?
so i went to the movies and the mall today it was pretty fun i met up with some friends from like 3rd grade and omg we all look exactly the same lol its amazing and we all still are like bffs and like this kid michael who i was like bff with and he would like take baths tohgether in kindergarten and are moms were pregnant and the same time so weve known eachother forever is sooo hott now i cant like deal with it. but when we were at the mall i kept seeing all these couples and i realized that i want to be with him still...i still love him...and i dont understand it because i broke up with him and i honestly thought that we were better as friends..and he told me that he would still like me so i know what hes thinking...if i only knew what i was feeling...ugh i hate being confused. but seriously i dont even know what i want..and i need to figure it out because its not fair to him and it sucks.
so they want me to move up groups in swimming and i dont want to im not ready and im stressing out......
ugh i need to think
-help me with one thing and tell me which color shoes you like better....cuz i cant deciede between the two...i might just need to get both but leave a comment and tell me which ones!
haha how cool am i?! i put shoes in my lj! ahh im amazing