Sad Hope
Hi kids. I won't stay long.
Just long enough to say that things haven't been easy in Andrealand. And maybe, just maybe, writing about it will help a bit.
I need to learn to take control of things that I can control and let go of the things I can't control.
I'm trying to believe that the year I spent in '07 making myself strong and able, and great just prepared me for the challenges I'm facing now; because a weaker Andrea couldn't handle this. I'm trying to believe that when you go through a tough time, where everything just sucks, and nothing seems to go your way, there's an equally powerful and wonderful time, where things are just fabulous and everything seems to go your way. I'm trying to believe that for every time things felt wrong, something didn't feel right, I felt alone and abandoned by the universe, there will be a time where things just feel right, and the universe will tell me what I need to hear at the time I need to hear it. For every hunch that turns out to just be dead wrong, there's that hunch that turns out to be right on.
Maybe, just maybe, for every thing that breaks your heart, there's something waiting out there that will put it back together.
Just long enough to say that things haven't been easy in Andrealand. And maybe, just maybe, writing about it will help a bit.
I need to learn to take control of things that I can control and let go of the things I can't control.
I'm trying to believe that the year I spent in '07 making myself strong and able, and great just prepared me for the challenges I'm facing now; because a weaker Andrea couldn't handle this. I'm trying to believe that when you go through a tough time, where everything just sucks, and nothing seems to go your way, there's an equally powerful and wonderful time, where things are just fabulous and everything seems to go your way. I'm trying to believe that for every time things felt wrong, something didn't feel right, I felt alone and abandoned by the universe, there will be a time where things just feel right, and the universe will tell me what I need to hear at the time I need to hear it. For every hunch that turns out to just be dead wrong, there's that hunch that turns out to be right on.
Maybe, just maybe, for every thing that breaks your heart, there's something waiting out there that will put it back together.