i believe myself....for once...
as a reply to the last comment on my entry from earlier today...if i forgot about one friend, it would be all. i would just start completely over...but im not going to. i started to try...i made a new lj...and updated it...and talked about things....but i talked to britanny tonight and i dont know...i cant do that. its running away from my problems...but i am going to start changes....even if no one believes me...for once, i believe myself...i have faith in myself...im changing. britanny said tonight that if i wanted the changes, they will go through...i thought about it...and its true...i can MAKE them come to me. i will make the changes in my life that i want...and everything will be alright. well not at first...i know this will be hard, but im going to do it. im making changes....this is ply the best mood ive been in all weekend...well cept for mine and linz's lip syncing on the way up here, hehe...anyways...im optimistic now...im going to change...