Update
I never thought I would say this, but I love being home. I've been sleeping a lot and hanging out with friends and family. My parents are surprisingly getting along most of the time. Dad is starting to get annoying....he needs to go back to work. I'm surprised he's just now getting on my nerves....usually only takes a few days. Trey's been around a lot. We usually ignore each other so it's fine.
I've been really thinking and I don't want to go back to Millsaps. I had such a horrible semester this fall that I don't want to go through another one. I can't handle another semester like this past one. I will loose it. I'm normally not involved in drama, but this time I was and I hated it. I know this is going to sound awful, but I'm glad to be away from everyone at school including my best friends and roommate. It took so much energy to get through those hard times. I was so sick of everyone and ready to get away. I'm willing to give it one more try. I have an internship and some cool classes. I need to focus on my work more than anything and I plan to so I can avoid drama. And my roommate and I need to talk, especially about next year. I'm not sure if I want to room with her again. We've just changed too much. But we'll see.
When I came home, I let go of everything. There was a lot I needed to deal with, but once I left Millsaps, I left the drama. I don't know if it died down or I still need to deal with it, but during break I'm laying low. I owe it to myself to be okay for awhile and to think of myself for once. That's why I love being home. My friends are amazing and I have had some awesome times. Yesterday, I went to a friend's house where we watched 3.5 movies and it was perfect. Today I went to the State Capital with Rusty and then we went to Roseland Cemetery. We didn't stay but a few minutes at the Cemetery since I got sick. Sorry again, Rusty. I'm going to a friend's house to celebrate New Year's. And I'm reading an awesome book...The Innocent Man by John Grisham. I finally have time to leisurely read and it's so relaxing.
I'm getting my last two wisdom teeth out on Thursday. I didn't want to get them out, but they're impacted and have to come out now. There are two reasons I'm okay with this: 1) I'll be doped up on pain meds for awhile 2) I might loose a few pounds. If it's as bad as last time, though, I'll cry.
That's about it for now. There's still so much I have to sort out, but I'll get around to it soon.
I've been really thinking and I don't want to go back to Millsaps. I had such a horrible semester this fall that I don't want to go through another one. I can't handle another semester like this past one. I will loose it. I'm normally not involved in drama, but this time I was and I hated it. I know this is going to sound awful, but I'm glad to be away from everyone at school including my best friends and roommate. It took so much energy to get through those hard times. I was so sick of everyone and ready to get away. I'm willing to give it one more try. I have an internship and some cool classes. I need to focus on my work more than anything and I plan to so I can avoid drama. And my roommate and I need to talk, especially about next year. I'm not sure if I want to room with her again. We've just changed too much. But we'll see.
When I came home, I let go of everything. There was a lot I needed to deal with, but once I left Millsaps, I left the drama. I don't know if it died down or I still need to deal with it, but during break I'm laying low. I owe it to myself to be okay for awhile and to think of myself for once. That's why I love being home. My friends are amazing and I have had some awesome times. Yesterday, I went to a friend's house where we watched 3.5 movies and it was perfect. Today I went to the State Capital with Rusty and then we went to Roseland Cemetery. We didn't stay but a few minutes at the Cemetery since I got sick. Sorry again, Rusty. I'm going to a friend's house to celebrate New Year's. And I'm reading an awesome book...The Innocent Man by John Grisham. I finally have time to leisurely read and it's so relaxing.
I'm getting my last two wisdom teeth out on Thursday. I didn't want to get them out, but they're impacted and have to come out now. There are two reasons I'm okay with this: 1) I'll be doped up on pain meds for awhile 2) I might loose a few pounds. If it's as bad as last time, though, I'll cry.
That's about it for now. There's still so much I have to sort out, but I'll get around to it soon.