DON'T LOOK SO PROUD, CUZ GUESS WHO'O LAUGHING NOW...
Sooooo... alot has changed since i last wrote... so here's what's goin on...
In this world i cannot win when it comes to guys. first i have someone who can't be trusted and does shit behind my back and now i have someone who is driving me insane. Getting mad cuz i didn't call, and bitching cuz i hung out with some guy friends.. ok, i'll let that slide. But last night's annoying-as-hell drunk as shit phone call was it for me. if i learned anything about any past relationship its that i should not-for ANYTHING have someone in my life that i'm gonna have to clean up after when its all over. i was doing just fine without a guy in my life, so why do i need a grown ass man whos gonna act like a fucking 2 year old?? i'm not ready to be someone's babysitter...
With that said i'm really upset... i keep wondering if i'm doing the right thing or if i'm being selfish...?? i don't wanna be throwing something away that might be something special.. but stupidity is just not acceptable. Telling me over and over that u love me and demanding that i say it back... that's fucking stupid. Any guys that are reading this, seriously, resist the urge to drunk dial. it's not attractive. at all... well i just need some opinions, guys, help me out. please.
i WAS super happy. Nothing could have brought me down. That's what i THOUGHT. Damn it i don't know what the hell to do.