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For the longest time now I've been grossly skinny. I'm 98-99 lbs right now/, and that's better than I was before. I got down to 95. I don't really understand it. What's different about my diet/activities/hormones that's making me lose weight and be unable to gain any? I walk around a lot at work, but I was skinny as hell before I started working there. What bothers me the most is my ass is half the badunkadunk it used to be. If you looked at me from the side I was like alllll ass(and nothing else) lol. Now the thing's gone and I'm pissed. My boobs got a tiny bit bigger but the ass shrunk. Usually birth control makes you gain a lot of weight. Not moi. The last time I was this thin was 10th grade because I was on concerta and I was about 95 lbs. Then I went on strattera and got up to 115, which is healthy. I'm not unhealthy, and I am only 5' 3", so its not too bad cause I'm short. But people actually ask me sometimes if I ever eat or if I'm anorexic. I remember when I saw Ashley in March and she's like, "Honey... have you been eating?". When I'm at work I always have a lunch, but that's not enough so I usually bring a small pre & post-lunch snack every day but that doesn't help much. Hell, all that does is keep me from flat-lining, my metabolism could be compared to that of a hummingbird or a squirrel. I've actually been looking for weight-gain supplements in stores and I can't find anything. All there is is weight-loss stuff. Everything is geared towards accomedating overweight & obese people. They have all these plus size stores, why can't they make some kind of petites store? And I don't just mean for short women, which is what petite really means in clothing sizes. I mean something for abnormally narrow people. Cause a lot of tops that are smalls or extra small are small enough around, but too short. I hate that. Unless its at least 85 degrees out, I don't like my stomach hanging out. Like with sweaters and hoodies, they're never long enough to cover my stomach & lower back. And when its the dead of winter and I sit down and my back is exposed I freez my bony ass right off. I suppose its good I learned to knit so I can make sweaters that fit properly. I wish I had a a flippin camera so I could take pictures of all the cute stuff I've knit recently. I wanna sell stuff. I figured what I would do as far as charging is actually charge for materials and "labor" hours. Like say I need one or two skeins of yarn at $4.00 each, which is mid-price level. The materials is up to $4-$8 right there, then I would charge $4-$5/ hour for however many hours it took. So if something took me a total of 5 hours to knit, it would be $20-$25 in labor(which is the only profit I would be making), which knocks it up to $25-$33 for the item. Well, if anyone's interested in something knitted let me know! ;) Alright, enough rambling.