Jun 17, 2006 22:37
Wow. I just saw the worst movie ever. Do yourself a favor and never ever rent the movie Junebug. It fuckin sucked. It was described as a "Comedy"... It was morbid as hell and bothersome and there was just about nothing likeable about it whatsoever. I'm rambling, but seriously, it was so fucking aweful lol. What a horrible waste. It was one of those things where you just wonder, "Jeeze...is someone gonna kill somebody?" I mean that it was just so serious and morbid, you wonder if one of them was just going to snap and do something horrible, cause it can't get any better. Wow, what a waste. Anywho, I've gotta work tomorrow at 9. I've gotten so used to getting up early, I can't sleep in past 10. More like 8. But that's alright, I like the morning. I don't like wasting the day. And there's always delicious hazelnut coffee....mmmm. You know, I'm happy with Ricky, but sometimes I just don't know what to do with him. He loves me, and I love him. But you wouldn't ever believe he was the one who broke up with me...twice. He's insecure and afraid of losing me. He gets upset that I talk to guys at work. They all know I'm taken. For some people, just knowing that another person is taken won't keep them from saying things they shouldn't, I haven't run into anything like that, but Ricky worries about it too much. I've told him he needs to relax and not worry, but he's stubborn. Sometimes I am naive about men and their intentions, and I am very friendly and talkative. I don't just talk to the guys, I talk to the girls too. Sometimes girls are just harder for me to get along with. I'm not the stereotypical girl who hangs out with more guys because they wanna fool around with or fuck them all and make them say/do nice things for them to make them feel special. I don't enjoy hearing the shit they say about girls sometimes("Dude, I'm fuckin this one girl and like....")but other than that, they're more easy-going and just easier to get along with. I hope he'll get over it. I just want him to do something that makes him happy. His Dad's is even considering giving up on the carnival business, and its been his livelihood since he was our age. His parents were married when they were 19. But its just tiring and its miserable and lonely and its really hard work. They own seven games, they have to pay their workers for all those games, they have to set them all up, tear them all down which takes the whole night, drive at least 100 miles away, set them all back up and open the freakin next day. His dad's 45, and he's getting tired of working himself like that. And it doesn't help that 75% of their help are almost retarded and steal money from them(and think they get away with it) and fuck around and get arrested. They've actually had to bail some of their workers out of jail for getting in fights and shit. Alright, well, I really am rambling now so I'm gonna go off to bed and hopefully sleep. So adios!