Jun 21, 2006 03:40
Bailey ran away on Sunday night. Her collar broke and she got off her tie up in my mom's front yard. I put up signs in the neighborhood and took some around to vets. I try not to think about it too much. When I do I get so sad. She was like my constant companion. She watched tv w/ me, slept w/ me every night, annoyed me on a semi regular basis....and of course she listened to all my craziness. I love having a dog. Its the most unconditional love you can ever get. Plus, I think I like to be needed. I think I need that feeling more than I need anything else in the world. I want to know that someone or something needs me. I don't really expect to see her again. I pray that someone has found her and will give her a good home if they're not going to return her to mine. Maybe they'll have some kids to play with or something. God works in mysterious ways, maybe he took her where she was needed more. Or maybe he'll bring her home to me. Either way, I just hope she's ok. I love her so much.
I realize I haven't written in this since school got out. Once again, I've changed my mind. I'm going to stay in College Station after all. I'll graduate sooner and really once you can drink the town ain't so bad. Plus, I was NOT looking forward to living at home, driving an hour each way, and cruisin through the ghetto every day just to get to school. I'll figure out what to do w/ myself later. I'm supposed to start summer school on July 5. Joy. I need to find a job too. And maybe a new puppy when I get settled in my new place. I'm moving in w/ one of my old friends nad one of my new ones. Should be intersting. I'm excited about that. And of course....I've got my eye on a new boy. Well, not real new, I've known him for a few months, but yea....my eye is prolly all that's ever gonna get on him. Oh well.