fricken pissed
So, first of all...the roommate situation. I'm annoyed. she did finally clean up her crap. but tell me, how lazy are you that you can't take the clean dishes out of the dishwasher before you put more dirty ones in? I just don't get it. She also still owes me for like 3 months electric bills. I talked to my dad, he said he'll come move me out early if I want to get out b4 she does. I don't think its going to be too much fun when they come check us out b/c of her fucking little dog.
Next thing pissing me off is my cosc project. I absolutely loathe group projects. HATE them. Not only that but I apparently got a bunch of overachievers that have nothing better to do than work on this crap. I have other things going on. Things I committed to b4 this semester. I went to the meetings in the beginning to plan it. But since Spring break I've only heard from them like 3 times and 2 of them were during a really horrible week for me and i had no car. When I did go they basically ignored me. I did one small job and then i stood around for like an hour. I'm pretty sure they think i'm worthless but I'm not real excited about helping them out when they act like assholes. I can't go up there on my own time b/c i don't know the combination for the lock and i have no idea what they'd want me to do b/c they don't fucking talk to me. I just need a fucking C in that class and half of it is from this project. Soo....that should be interesting.
I'm not incredibly impressed with APO lately. There are some people in it I really enjoy spending time with, and others i'd like to smack. I'm also really sad b/c another one of my pledges dropped. The reason she dropped made me sad to, I respect her decision, and I don't blame her. I'm just not happy with the organization this semester. at all. I'm glad it wasn't like this when i pledged last semester or I might not have made it either. I'm not so sad about leaving anymore.
I still want him. I wish I could wake up one morning and not feel that way. It really is completely rediculous...I barely know him. But I think if I did I'd still feel this way.
Next thing pissing me off is my cosc project. I absolutely loathe group projects. HATE them. Not only that but I apparently got a bunch of overachievers that have nothing better to do than work on this crap. I have other things going on. Things I committed to b4 this semester. I went to the meetings in the beginning to plan it. But since Spring break I've only heard from them like 3 times and 2 of them were during a really horrible week for me and i had no car. When I did go they basically ignored me. I did one small job and then i stood around for like an hour. I'm pretty sure they think i'm worthless but I'm not real excited about helping them out when they act like assholes. I can't go up there on my own time b/c i don't know the combination for the lock and i have no idea what they'd want me to do b/c they don't fucking talk to me. I just need a fucking C in that class and half of it is from this project. Soo....that should be interesting.
I'm not incredibly impressed with APO lately. There are some people in it I really enjoy spending time with, and others i'd like to smack. I'm also really sad b/c another one of my pledges dropped. The reason she dropped made me sad to, I respect her decision, and I don't blame her. I'm just not happy with the organization this semester. at all. I'm glad it wasn't like this when i pledged last semester or I might not have made it either. I'm not so sad about leaving anymore.
I still want him. I wish I could wake up one morning and not feel that way. It really is completely rediculous...I barely know him. But I think if I did I'd still feel this way.