so much for not being invested

[andhernamewas_]

im sick of being ignored.
i feel like a baby that needs constant attention
i hate it.
i wish i didnt feel that way. i cant help it, im finally turning into a girl

i dont want to be a downer
i finished my first summer class
im getting more hours at work
ashlee and i are going to go to the pool this week
i just bought 11 puzzles for 7 dollars
rachel and i are going to watch date movie tonight
falen agreed to be the joey to our rachel and phoebe
my face is slowly clearing up with age
i found the most fabulous foundation yesterday

so things are good in every area but one
i guess ill work on that
and try not to cry if i do.