Huzzah!
I'm being inundated with ideas, and it's kind of nice! Like, really nice. I can't even explain. Anyway, so I have this thing I'm going to try about getting everything down - a writer's todo list, thing - and see if I can make some progress on this.
I wanted to write a scene a day, and I'm still trying to recover from the "NOPE!" I got from my psyche and my body. Seriously, the idea of sitting down to write that much on purpose means I haven't gone to bed early for a couple of nights. I'm still trying to make myself believe that yes, I have changed my mind and I won't do that to you again! I have no idea why it's so abhorent, but it is, and I have to work to get it to change. Strange. So weird.
So, yeah, I have a lot to write, and I have a lot to do, and none of it is getting done because... no, that's not right. I'm trying to do the responsible thing and pay bills. In between EVERYTHING ELSE Going on today.
I wanted to write a scene a day, and I'm still trying to recover from the "NOPE!" I got from my psyche and my body. Seriously, the idea of sitting down to write that much on purpose means I haven't gone to bed early for a couple of nights. I'm still trying to make myself believe that yes, I have changed my mind and I won't do that to you again! I have no idea why it's so abhorent, but it is, and I have to work to get it to change. Strange. So weird.
So, yeah, I have a lot to write, and I have a lot to do, and none of it is getting done because... no, that's not right. I'm trying to do the responsible thing and pay bills. In between EVERYTHING ELSE Going on today.