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Oct 23, 2019 10:51

I signed up officially for the Day Zero Project, and started adding ideas. It's not everything I want to do, of course, and I don't know how it'll go - I only have 24 goals of 101. I have ideas of what I want to do, and where I want to go with them, and all of that, and it's just a matter of doing it. You know?

So I have some more to do, and I could just start, right? Only, I really want to do things right (ha. that means I won't ever get them started. Gah, really?) - I mean, I want to take the time and figure out meaningful goals. That's something that I have realized in my attempt to do this before: if it doesn't mean anything, it's not going to get anywhere. I mean... things like "finish a coloring book" sounds nice, but it's not meaningful. It's not going to change how I work, it won't make a difference in my life. And not everything has to, I guess. I do want to create things or do things that have meaning to me.

The other thing I need to do this, is to have a framework to get them done. And I do have that, too. which is kind of cool, you know? it's like... wild. Weird. crazy. CRAZY. Okay. And so, the idea is to make these goals, and then figure out how, and what, and all of that stuff. And that's harder than it looks. I mean... It's hard. And I can do hard things.

Anyway, let me know if you want to follow me there. I don't know when I'll actually start on it, and I want to have the whole list before I start. Which may not be the best way to do it, but that's okay. It's the way I want to. Although... I also determined that having some open so that it can be changed was a good way to go.

So... yeah. there's that. And I have a lot I want to do. Some from that site, and some goals that I have set up and ready to go.

this will work. It will work, and it will be good.

I need an accountability partner. That's the hard thing to find, because I don't know what exactly that means. And that's... weird.

I think I'm ready for November. I'm not ready for Nano, but I'm ready for November. How's that for insane?

i'm an idiot, 101 in 1001

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