Lately

[andersenmom]

I have mostly felt like just... giving up. I mean, I can't see the point. Nothing is going well, I'm going to...

And, I'm really stupid and I"m writing something for Nano. Really really stupid.... It's going to be a rewrite, which makes it marginally less stupid? Maybe? I don't know. I guess we'll find out. Also, not fanfiction, for the first time in a few years.

Well. I have something to work toward. I have a book group here Thursday night. So I am going to create a to-do list that I need to get done so I'm not completely embarrassed when people show up and my house is a sty. This is a good thing, at least a little. It means I will have at least two clean rooms in my house. That's not too bad, right?

• Clean living room
  
  • Straighten
  • Clear off couches
  • vacuum rug
  • sweep floor
  • possibly mop floor
  • straighten shoe bench
  • straighten and clear off top of cubbie
• Clean kitchen
• Clean Bathroom
  • Scrub walls
  • Clean toilet
  • Sweep
  • Empty trash
  • Clean sink
• Set menu
  
  • Cucumber sandwiches
  • Muffins
  • Cake
  • Veggie or fruit plate
  • Tea
  • Water
• Set up table with glasses, etc.
• Reread book

That's at least a good start. It's... something.

ETA: I don't wanna do anything, though....