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hmm. what a day. what a shitty. horrible day.
well i guess it wasnt as bad as im making it sound but...lol
SO my day was going pretty normal... up untill lunch. something made me feel so terrible, something that i really cant explain. i no longer wanted to be at school i couldnt stand being around all of the kids. something wasnt right. so i tried the " i dont feel good can i come home deal" that didnt really work out. so i just decided to take my chances and walk off campus. Walked to tri-rail( i know how cool am i? jk not cool at all) so anyway i get there... wait for the next train.. hop on, get to delray..wait around for dirty Palm Tran... and finally i get home...
im not sure what it was that made me feel like shit, like something was kind of wrong but i just didnt want to be there anymore.
and like during lunch when im going through all of this bullshit my "really good(BEST) friend" was no where to be found...i called and called, no answer. so i got over that i guess im so used to being left alone/ pushed to the side its not funny anymore.
but anyway im just trying to push this behind me. crazy day.
its days like this that make me want to go back home(michigan) where i know there is someone just aroudn the corner to help me when i fall.
thats all
--andrew