We Built This City

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Here I sit, in school, thinking of last night and how badly I could have fucked up, but didn't.

Here I sit, in school, thinking of how much trouble going to school and being a store manager are going to be, aside from working a second job.

Here I sit, in school, dreading the exam I have to take already, knowing that I dont know whats on it.

Here I sit, in school, hating her and people like her for all they've done, for all those they've hurt.

Here I sit, in school, wishing I had no stress, no worries, and that I didn't have to leave IL every Tuesday morning for the responsibility I'm ready to leave behind.

Here I sit, in school, staring at pictures of the past with friends, and losing the one who changed my life.

Here I sit, in school, crying over what leaves, and inviting all that comes.

Here I sit, in school, staring blankly at the walls, knowing nothing of where I'm going or what I'm doing.

Here I sit, in school........