damned if I do, damned if I don't
This sobriety is fucking killing me. I simply don't know what to do with myself. Most nights, I am the designated driver because my apathy renders me entirely sequacious. Every time I'm with my favorite people and I am the only one not drinking, I want nothing more than to be somewhere else. I can say for sure that I can't stand being around drunk people. And, in a hodiernal sense at least, I am averse to people in general.