my sister went to her friends house tonight and her friends sister was having a party. My best friend Dee of 13 years was there along with all these other girls from my school, including Alex Weckworth and his gf Dylan. And they were all talking about me and making up all these stupid stories. An Dee said nothing to them, because she wants Dylan to like her.. And then my sister freaked out and they were all 'Don't worry Emily, we still think YOU'RE cool.'
Now I really miss Katie and want to go back to Graham:(
And my mom wants me to stay at bowman, and doesnt want me to drop out and switch schools again. And I am totally high right now and I'm scared because everyone at my school hates me for no reason. :'(
you don't need to make any life decisions right now. it's 1:30 am. get some rest. close your eyes, take some deep breaths, and think about how it will be better in the morning. i know you're hurting right now, but that's my advice. if i was you, i'd make a list of "pros and cons" of both schools to make a decision... and then present it to your mom either way. but just so you know, your problems will follow you to whatever school you decide to go to. if you want to talk about this tomorrow, let me know. *hugs*
Thanks. They just said some REALLY ridiculous things and it's going to be a gong show on Monday if and when I go back. I just want to finish my classes at Nutana, screw the two I'm taking at Bowman, and then start over again next semester. I know i'll still have problems no matter where I go, but I just want to finish highschool without having all these stupid people on my case. This was never an issue at Graham. People were never that mean and most people usually liked me. Now I want to go back there. But I don't know if that's a good idea. Agh I don't know..
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And then my sister freaked out and they were all 'Don't worry Emily, we still think YOU'RE cool.'
Now I really miss Katie and want to go back to Graham:(
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And I am totally high right now and I'm scared because everyone at my school hates me for no reason.
:'(
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I just want to finish my classes at Nutana, screw the two I'm taking at Bowman, and then start over again next semester. I know i'll still have problems no matter where I go, but I just want to finish highschool without having all these stupid people on my case. This was never an issue at Graham. People were never that mean and most people usually liked me.
Now I want to go back there.
But I don't know if that's a good idea.
Agh I don't know..
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