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weighing my options here:
1)Transfer to the University of washington at the end of the semister:
pro: away from the constant drunkeness over here that is all anyone ever does. Cheaper (about 12K a year to be exact) Differnet atmosphere
con: I dont know anyone there and they've been there for a year now and all have friends alreay. I'd miss a few people
2)Stay here:
pro: Ive been here for over a year. I know people here (not that any of them are anything like me) ITs got skiing, shooting, camping and everything else i love about the out doors
con: I'll continue to feel outed by not enjoying drinking to the extent of everyone else does. Its WAY more expensive for a slightly sub par education.
I dont know, everyone here drinks constantly to get drunk, and thats they're goal in life. I DONT LIKE TO DRINK, not that I dont, but I DONT LIKE IT, i can be around it but its getting tiring being the only DD in the entire state, and the only person not drunk all the time in the entire state is me.
Also just to make things more fun I really liked sara, she was perfect, but were jsut friends and its hard to hangout with someone who you think is perfect in every way and see her flurting with out guys. She gives strnagers hugs and wont even give me one anymore. Its sucks, yet she always wants to spend time with me. Its killing me, I told her how I felt and everything and were just friends, but I dont know how much more of this I can take.
I jsut need answers in life, I need to know if there is ever going to be anythign there. I know it sounds sad but she is currently the main reason im still at this school, ive like her since the moment i met her, i waited for her to see that her boyfriend wasnt that good of a guy and she flurted with me all summer not theres nothing there.
this shit is killing me
1)Transfer to the University of washington at the end of the semister:
pro: away from the constant drunkeness over here that is all anyone ever does. Cheaper (about 12K a year to be exact) Differnet atmosphere
con: I dont know anyone there and they've been there for a year now and all have friends alreay. I'd miss a few people
2)Stay here:
pro: Ive been here for over a year. I know people here (not that any of them are anything like me) ITs got skiing, shooting, camping and everything else i love about the out doors
con: I'll continue to feel outed by not enjoying drinking to the extent of everyone else does. Its WAY more expensive for a slightly sub par education.
I dont know, everyone here drinks constantly to get drunk, and thats they're goal in life. I DONT LIKE TO DRINK, not that I dont, but I DONT LIKE IT, i can be around it but its getting tiring being the only DD in the entire state, and the only person not drunk all the time in the entire state is me.
Also just to make things more fun I really liked sara, she was perfect, but were jsut friends and its hard to hangout with someone who you think is perfect in every way and see her flurting with out guys. She gives strnagers hugs and wont even give me one anymore. Its sucks, yet she always wants to spend time with me. Its killing me, I told her how I felt and everything and were just friends, but I dont know how much more of this I can take.
I jsut need answers in life, I need to know if there is ever going to be anythign there. I know it sounds sad but she is currently the main reason im still at this school, ive like her since the moment i met her, i waited for her to see that her boyfriend wasnt that good of a guy and she flurted with me all summer not theres nothing there.
this shit is killing me