the people sit up to wave their white flags
so, as its the end of the year, i suppose i should update.
junior year has been nuts. right now i'm practically dying with the release of all pressure, responsibility, and obligation. its a beautiful thing.
i've had a lot of firsts this year...first time doing things, that is. some i'm excited about, some i'm not so proud of. most recently would be the car accident, of course.
so i'm grounded until the car gets fixed and i'm lonely until my phone comes back to life.
but of course, all the isolation makes me think a lot about things. and i want to give a huge thank you to all of my friends and loved ones. those of you who have been there for me from the start, who never lost faith in me even in the darkest of times, who've put up with endless occurences of just crap when i lose it and still look me in the eye at the end of the day: i love you. i truly do.
today i was glancing around at all of my friends and realizing just how blessed i am. i'm a senior, dangit. people that i've known since preschool, even before...i'll only have one more year with. all my life i've been the static and people come and go, but now i'll be the one leaving. and i'm not sure how to feel about that.
i've always had melissa by my side no matter what. i've never really been alone. and i'm so scared about leaving.
but as bethany reminded gin, when it feels like everything is ending, that must mean something is beginning...
junior year has been nuts. right now i'm practically dying with the release of all pressure, responsibility, and obligation. its a beautiful thing.
i've had a lot of firsts this year...first time doing things, that is. some i'm excited about, some i'm not so proud of. most recently would be the car accident, of course.
so i'm grounded until the car gets fixed and i'm lonely until my phone comes back to life.
but of course, all the isolation makes me think a lot about things. and i want to give a huge thank you to all of my friends and loved ones. those of you who have been there for me from the start, who never lost faith in me even in the darkest of times, who've put up with endless occurences of just crap when i lose it and still look me in the eye at the end of the day: i love you. i truly do.
today i was glancing around at all of my friends and realizing just how blessed i am. i'm a senior, dangit. people that i've known since preschool, even before...i'll only have one more year with. all my life i've been the static and people come and go, but now i'll be the one leaving. and i'm not sure how to feel about that.
i've always had melissa by my side no matter what. i've never really been alone. and i'm so scared about leaving.
but as bethany reminded gin, when it feels like everything is ending, that must mean something is beginning...