Jan 01, 2009 14:54
This, what Eddie and I are doing, it's new. For five months I lived with the man and still, this is new to me. I rang in the New Year last night with him. And like the New Year, everything feels new. Is there such thing as saying the word, 'New' too much?
Don't answer that.
Anyway, this is new to me. Living with a guy, really living. I'm trying to be as open and as positive as I can. It's hard for the both of us, I know this. It's not like I expect things to be easy.
I expect things to be new - which they are.
So, it's a new year. That means there will be new things. A whole lot of new going on. And in a way, it's kind of exciting. It's scary because I'm -- hah, not psychic, but everything is just --
There's possibility with the New Year, you know. Possibility and opportunity and positive energy.
I sound new age-y, don't I. I should probably quit while I'm behind - but new! Feeling new, anyway. Brand new.
Not the band.
Though, I do, like the band.
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