pick me up now ... i need you so bad

[and_then_i_died]

so saturday night was prom. after all the debating about it, i ended up not going. and now i kind of regret it. =/ but theres nothing i can do. right now i feel so mellow. almost sad, but not quite. is it possible to miss someone you barley even know? because i think thats what im feeling. its weird. i dont know. im really lost and confused. =/ and its 2.30 in the morning and i cant go to sleep. =/
today i listened to a bunch of my old cds. n i came across blink182. lol. man, i still love them. theyre sexy. and i love their music. theyre the best. =]

"I'm so lost
I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself
But words escape me"