Jan 07, 2008 21:21
i started my new job today
: )
rau, sook, mo, and i went to kona and had dinner after works.
i saw brandon again.
that boy gets better looking everytime i see him
were going out to lunch again on saturday.
mo is trying to hook me up with this kidnamed matt.
hes 19 and used to work for hollister.
apparently he cannot hold his liquor.
were just two peas in a pod now arent we?
i didnt think i would get over it this fast,
guess i didnt care for him as much as i thought i did.
but like rau said, "you dont miss him, you miss who you thought he was"
that shit is so fucking true.
i did miss him
but the day after it happened by some odd miracle brandon came into the bank
and i got him.
it was weird, just like old times maybe its coincidence?
"boys are like buses they come and go, if you miss this one you can always catch the next one"
i know its bad to get involved again this soon after, but every time i think about holding off with brandon again i think about that quote. what if this is the 'bus' that im supposed to 'catch'. it might be, he waited for two months
oh jeez this is one big ramble, i guess thats what you get when you mix alcohol and exhaustion together.
im gonna go to bed before this gets any worse