I do love them. All of them. They cared and worried for me--which I am sorry for--at such a titme that it would of been far more conveniest to give up. They were not scared of me, they were scared for me, and I do love them for that. They are good people.
But I cannot stand to see them. Not now. Not after this--the sorrow I put upon them for dieing, only to mock that concern with my "ressurection." Another revival.
Though I suppose I was never truely alive in the first place.
I am selfish to want them to understand without my having to explain.
I am sorry, but I cannot. Not now.
I will be gone for an undetermined amount of time.
If it is urgent, contact me via journal.
-VV