So i'm just gonna update 12 times a day...

Jun 07, 2004 00:07

Me and Courtney saw Harry Potter 3 tonight. It was so different than the last two, but it was so good. You should go see it.
Ya know what's weird? When you're talking to your friends, and you just realize how lucky you are for what you have. My parent's are together and happy, they support me in baisically anything i do, there isn't really any financial trouble, we have nice things, and everything's just good. I mean, sure i can't stand them sometimes, but i take them for granted so much. I don't want to say that i expect them to do things for me, but in a way i do. I guess I've always thought "they're my parents, they should do these things for me". But they don't. They don't have to give me money to go to the movies, they don't have to pay my car insurance, they didn't have to come to every single one of my tennis games or marching band games or band or choir concerts. I always got annoyed when they came to everything, and i just wanted them to stop. But the truth is, if they didn't come to all those things, it would make me sad. Just knowing that i have two people to support me and to always be there to back me up is...incredible. My friends have always done that too, but when i hear about parents that just don't give a shit about their kids, it just makes me realize how fortunate i am to have that.
Sorry, i have no intention of making anyone feel bad and if i did i'm sorry and i love you. It's just sometimes i get these reality checks and i sometimes wonder if my parents deserve better than what they get from me...

My arm has been having a muscle spasm all day and i want to chop it off.
I also have to be up at 7 tomorrow, or today, to work..i guess you could call it, though i still haven't decided what i'm doing with that whole thing yet. So until i do, i'm gonna help rose and her sister out as much as i can.
I think i have whiplash from the all night party..that sucks. I like it how when i want to turn my neck i have to turn my entire body with it. That's no fun.

Well i guess i'm off to bed so i can wake up on time for a change.
Night night kids.
<3
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