TROJANS!!! Not the condoms, the viruses.
I wish I was a computer whiz who knew what to do about these 2 stupid viruses on this computer that are tricks!
They're both icons on the desktop that cannot be deleted by just moving them to the recycling bin, they just reappear in the same place they were at before, it's so annoyingggg. I've tried to uninstall them but they don't appear in the add/remove programs list and I don't know what their file name is called so I'm at a loss. They even try to look official by calling themselves "Windows Update" and "Help and Support Center" but their icons have a blurry outside edge and the colors are a bit off and thus lose their "officialness". UGH.
So I had a glass and a half of coca-cola, and later on a decaf latte last night and I was up until around 2:30AM, looking up songs on itunes so I wouldn't just be staring at my ceiling for hours. I wasn't even that sleepy when I finally closed my eyes. I like that that happens though, it means I no longer have much of a dependency on caffeine, and am in fact sensitive to it! Regular black tea I can't handle at all, it gives me instant heartburn or acid reflux, even worse than straight coffee it's the weirdest thing. Once I realized that decaf existed (well it always had, I just am now paying attention to the fact that it does) I am no longer feeling like I CAN'T have something so I want it more, but feeling like it's very available and not wanting it a lot, although I know decaf things STILL contain a small amount of caffeine, just not nearly as much as I had taken in before. It's amazing how your body prevents you from hurting yourself, by giving you horrible pain when you do have something it can't handle. It also is a warning sign that although I'm noticing it, am still at the same time not really treating it by not going to the doctors. But until I have health insurance from a decent job (which I don't yet) or a more at ease feeling in asking my Dad for doctor money (which I don't ever), I'll just live with it.
Today is Friday and it feels like any other day. Since I specifically only work mon/wed/fri here at the office, the other days off feel like mini-weekends, so it throws me off. The other days off SHOULD feel more like productive get shit done days but procrastination is a sneaky sneaky thing, and sleep and reality tv shows are my vice! In fact just thinking about the two make me smile inside, isn't that awful? Ugh.
Since I never write to-do lists in real life I figure one online would be at least something semi-tangible, ha.
SO:
-->Get oil changed! (I asked my Dad to go with me, because I hatehatehate going alone, and his reply to things like that is always- "Didn't you just do that?!", me- "No, Dad, in fact it's past due!", him- "Oh.", then I just carry on, and will have to ask him again later on, and have the same exact exchange of words as before, hahaha.)
-->Change/update address on license to current address at MVA (SO STRESSED JUST THINKING ABOUT GOING TO THE MVA!)
-->Go to (maybe call first) the doctor's office to get a bill straightened out since they charged us TWICE for something I got done MONTHS ago, which might be messing up my dad's credit since it's till "open", that shit pisses me off, did the office lose the receipt or transaction or what? It clearly says on our bank statement that the transaction was completed, yet they bill us AGAIN, ughhh.
-->Return unwanted electric razor I bought for my Dad or Raul for Christmas (neither wanted it!)
-->Find my old navy gift card.
-->Freaking mail out my graduation thank-you cards that have been addressed and stamped for a week now!
-->Set up my "new" record player.
-->CLEAN.
-->Laundry.
-->Don't forget to watch 2 movies rented from blockbuster (I have a tendency to rent movies and then forget to watch them because I enjoy watching awful TV shows more.)
-->Make lasagna for the fam. at one point, since they hate you, it'd be a moment of non-hate I'd experience at least, ha.
-->OH, and how 'bout finally find a mental health JOB, uh yeah that should be No.1, oops.
It's awesome how I let things pile up, it's kind of like I'm still in school, where instead of all these errands to run it'd be papers due or tests to study for! Actually it would probably just be all this PLUS school work, YIKES. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY DIPLOMA IN THE FLESH, I MEAN YOU KNOW, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! YAY!
They're both icons on the desktop that cannot be deleted by just moving them to the recycling bin, they just reappear in the same place they were at before, it's so annoyingggg. I've tried to uninstall them but they don't appear in the add/remove programs list and I don't know what their file name is called so I'm at a loss. They even try to look official by calling themselves "Windows Update" and "Help and Support Center" but their icons have a blurry outside edge and the colors are a bit off and thus lose their "officialness". UGH.
So I had a glass and a half of coca-cola, and later on a decaf latte last night and I was up until around 2:30AM, looking up songs on itunes so I wouldn't just be staring at my ceiling for hours. I wasn't even that sleepy when I finally closed my eyes. I like that that happens though, it means I no longer have much of a dependency on caffeine, and am in fact sensitive to it! Regular black tea I can't handle at all, it gives me instant heartburn or acid reflux, even worse than straight coffee it's the weirdest thing. Once I realized that decaf existed (well it always had, I just am now paying attention to the fact that it does) I am no longer feeling like I CAN'T have something so I want it more, but feeling like it's very available and not wanting it a lot, although I know decaf things STILL contain a small amount of caffeine, just not nearly as much as I had taken in before. It's amazing how your body prevents you from hurting yourself, by giving you horrible pain when you do have something it can't handle. It also is a warning sign that although I'm noticing it, am still at the same time not really treating it by not going to the doctors. But until I have health insurance from a decent job (which I don't yet) or a more at ease feeling in asking my Dad for doctor money (which I don't ever), I'll just live with it.
Today is Friday and it feels like any other day. Since I specifically only work mon/wed/fri here at the office, the other days off feel like mini-weekends, so it throws me off. The other days off SHOULD feel more like productive get shit done days but procrastination is a sneaky sneaky thing, and sleep and reality tv shows are my vice! In fact just thinking about the two make me smile inside, isn't that awful? Ugh.
Since I never write to-do lists in real life I figure one online would be at least something semi-tangible, ha.
SO:
-->Get oil changed! (I asked my Dad to go with me, because I hatehatehate going alone, and his reply to things like that is always- "Didn't you just do that?!", me- "No, Dad, in fact it's past due!", him- "Oh.", then I just carry on, and will have to ask him again later on, and have the same exact exchange of words as before, hahaha.)
-->Change/update address on license to current address at MVA (SO STRESSED JUST THINKING ABOUT GOING TO THE MVA!)
-->Go to (maybe call first) the doctor's office to get a bill straightened out since they charged us TWICE for something I got done MONTHS ago, which might be messing up my dad's credit since it's till "open", that shit pisses me off, did the office lose the receipt or transaction or what? It clearly says on our bank statement that the transaction was completed, yet they bill us AGAIN, ughhh.
-->Return unwanted electric razor I bought for my Dad or Raul for Christmas (neither wanted it!)
-->Find my old navy gift card.
-->Freaking mail out my graduation thank-you cards that have been addressed and stamped for a week now!
-->Set up my "new" record player.
-->CLEAN.
-->Laundry.
-->Don't forget to watch 2 movies rented from blockbuster (I have a tendency to rent movies and then forget to watch them because I enjoy watching awful TV shows more.)
-->Make lasagna for the fam. at one point, since they hate you, it'd be a moment of non-hate I'd experience at least, ha.
-->OH, and how 'bout finally find a mental health JOB, uh yeah that should be No.1, oops.
It's awesome how I let things pile up, it's kind of like I'm still in school, where instead of all these errands to run it'd be papers due or tests to study for! Actually it would probably just be all this PLUS school work, YIKES. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY DIPLOMA IN THE FLESH, I MEAN YOU KNOW, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! YAY!