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wicked bored today i guess my brother woke me up at like 12:30 today which its sad that i definatly could have slept later if i was given the chance but w/e. i really need a job cuz my parents cannont pay for me to actually get my lisence when i finsih up drivers ed this week and they definatly cant pay for me to be on their insurance. plus jess and mangold have a job so i dont see them as much since i never really know when they are gonna be working. mike just also got a job so we all know how that goes. it sucks whn i dont get to see my friends cuz of jobs but u just have to deal with it i guess. i do see nicole a good amount but thats cuz her and i dont have a job yet soooo of course we both have plenty of free time lol. nuthin new.
so today i was thinking about how we have this year and then next school year is our senior year of high school....then i thought about how wierd it is to see the people u have known through like all your years of school change through all those years. it almost feels like we are all too young to be juniors nevermind being seniors. i hate it though cuz then there is just talk about people leaving and going to other states and so on for college and shit which leads to losing ur closest friends, and some other people u are very close with. its like im gonna be in college and feel like im gonna have a mental breakdown about sumthin going on and ill turn around and none of my best friends will be there to help me through anything, just imagining having no one there for u is a scary thing to think about. i dont even wanna think about how its gonna be making new friends in college and shit cuz even though ur older and in college its still intimitating to go out and meet new people in a school or 3,000 sum odd kids.
so today i was thinking about how we have this year and then next school year is our senior year of high school....then i thought about how wierd it is to see the people u have known through like all your years of school change through all those years. it almost feels like we are all too young to be juniors nevermind being seniors. i hate it though cuz then there is just talk about people leaving and going to other states and so on for college and shit which leads to losing ur closest friends, and some other people u are very close with. its like im gonna be in college and feel like im gonna have a mental breakdown about sumthin going on and ill turn around and none of my best friends will be there to help me through anything, just imagining having no one there for u is a scary thing to think about. i dont even wanna think about how its gonna be making new friends in college and shit cuz even though ur older and in college its still intimitating to go out and meet new people in a school or 3,000 sum odd kids.