Apr 02, 2005 23:34
k so lets try this again my fuckin computer keeps closing my internet down on me soooo k here we go. anyways the minute i get in the fuckin car tonight when my parents picked me up from applebees my dad has to start sumthin with me. and i said to him u dont have to be an ass and he said im not being one and my mom said yes u are blah blah blah sooo of course they have to start arguing. most of the time im the one to blame for them arguing apparently....sumtimes i really wouldnt mind going to live with my grammy cote. then my dad told me that he doesnt really care for me to get my lisence or a car and i asked him why and he just said simply cuz im a GIRL. o yeah good good reason might as well just say brians stupid cuz hes a guy...well....nvm. its pretty pathetic when i cant even walk around the campground at night by myself. and apparently cuz im 16 i have no idea about life in general and i dont know what i want. and i guess i think that i know everything?? i wasnt aware that i thought that. just cuz i try to explain myself they dont let me finish my fuckin sentences and say that i think i know everything about everything and anything. my dad got pissed at me tonight cuz i wanted to stay out later then fuckin 9:30...how sad is that. heaven forbid if i stay out till at least 10:30 11:00 on a SATURDAY NIGHT! im fuckin 16 years old! yeah sure im not like 18 or sumthin like that and im still in high school but my god get the fuckin stick out of ur ass and learn to fuckin trust me and let me actually do stuff. god forbid i go out with friends on the weekend to get out of the fuckin house. theres so much more shit with them i dont even wanna get into the rest of it. i mean i love my parents but they are constantly on my back about w/e they can find to yell at me about and make shit out to be my fault constantly, im always the bitch but ya know they never make me that way by yelling at me for no reason and getting into my bussiness with my friends or my bf or w/e else there is cuz they dont trust me to figure out my own problems and run MY own life im not a fuckin little girl. i know for a fact that if i didnt have my best friends i would go fuckin crazy. and i know that if i didnt have Mike i would go crazy too and i wouldnt be happy really. anyways im going to go to bed cuz my dad is being an ass and yelling
at me to get to sleep, cuz ya know, 2morrow is a sunday we must go to bed to wake up at a decent time...w/e anyways ill maybe update later.
*~Danielle~*
I LOVE U BABE! 4 months 2morrow 12/3 <3